Showing posts with label loneliness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label loneliness. Show all posts

Thursday, November 15, 2018

La Vie du Femme



Every woman's life is a story waiting for a great lover to write.

Us shy ones wait. 

We should be the great love of someone. Yet it doesn't always happen.

We live quietly, have our interests, our cats.

In our hearts, passion too large to share without overwhelming.

We scare them off with chaste demeanor hiding lust.

They don't notice us anyway.

That we are here, ready.




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Thursday, July 25, 2013

Devi UnBorn


My heart is opening 

As I move out of mind

Sitting for hours

Not feeling the time

My own universe

Still quiet vast

Unmoving yet whole

Feeling free at last


-Vipassana



          

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Side stories



I learned a new writing technique today, a friend told me about it; side stories.

Say you are working on a character and get stuck. You don't know how to move them through the situation you are in with them. White screen stares in your face saying you will never be a writer!! OMG!

Well you just open a new window and take your character on a side story! Say your character is a church going family man who never even thinks a bad thing, well, write him hiring an escort and killing a pedestrian drunk driving as a side story. Just make shit up! Outrageous ridiculous stuff that never would see the light of its ink on paper.

Side story. It gets the creative stuff moving again and no one has to see.

Funny idea, sort of like life and that old saying, life is what happens to you while you are waiting for your dreams to come true. Like me waiting for Mr wow to seduce me, or well you get the pathetic idea!

Life has side stories, stuff that doesn't fit in the grand scheme, but is there anyway, little diversions, hidden embarrassments, petty crimes, and sometimes big ones. I'm not in the mood to tell mine, but maybe tonight I will dream of being the escort in my characters little side story, or the pedestrian and I go to heaven. Yea right!

No big side stories for real me. I drive slow when I have been drinking. Like tonight, but I'm home. 2009 Ravenswood Zinfandel Old Vine Vintners Blend. $11.95Daddy was out, it was cold and I was watching old french subtitled movies.

 Désolé, je suis solitaire ce soir. Femme enfant solitaire avec un esprit agité

:)